I used to think love was about how much you couldn’t live without someone. How deeply they filled your silence. How fast your heart raced when they walked in. How lost you felt when they didn’t reply. But that wasn’t love. That was need—dressed up as devotion. It took me years to realize that some […]
The Law of Standlighting
Hi.Marc here. The other night, I was outside. Smoking. Thinking. Not spiraling—just… still. And in that stillness, a question landed: Have I really changed? Or have I just gotten better at watching myself choose? I used to drink differently. Not in quantity, but in meaning. Back then, alcohol was the ignition. The ritual. The reward. […]