Hi. Marc here. The other night, I didn’t dream. At least, not in the usual sense. But something came over me— a moment stitched from memory, guilt, and something softer. I was smoking. Late. Outside. One of those nights where silence feels heavier than air. Where you’re not sure if you’re escaping something… or just […]
The Illusion of the Steering Wheel
Hi. Marc here. Still floating somewhere between control and surrender. Yesterday, I spiraled into panic. Today, I’m spiraling into something softer. Letting go. Not in the abstract way people say— “Let it go,” like it’s a balloon and not a belief you’ve clutched since childhood. I mean the kind of letting go that feels like […]
The Day I Saw the Good First
Hi.Marc here. I used to walk through life expecting the worst. Not loudly. Not cynically. But subtly. Quietly. I’d see someone fall, and assume people would just pass them by. I’d hear laughter and wonder if it was at someone else’s expense. I’d hold my kindness like a secret— one I wasn’t sure the world […]
The Day I Asked: What Even Is Good?
Marc here. This morning, I woke up stoned—not on anything external, but on thought. The kind that spins you inward. The kind that forces you to ask: Why do I even think good is good? Why do I call bad… bad? Who told me that? And when did I start believing them? I sat with […]